Don't Wake Me

(I find it really spooky how so many Skillet songs seem to be exactly what I'm going through at the moment)

"Death is as light as a feather, but responsibility is as heavy as a mountain."

Lately, I can not take that mountain anymore.

I just can't go on...

I was so close to just giving everything up today. Everything. Walking away from it all and never looking back.

I just want to sleep. To dream. To be where I'm happy. Even if I don't remember it when I wake up.

But I know I can't keep dreaming.

I need to start living.



God, breathe into me.

It's time to wake up from this dream. It's over. It's done.

Dream about living. Don't live in your dreams.